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CHAPTER XIII.
FIRST NEBRASKA CONFERENCE.
MEMBERS--STATISTICS--" CROWNED ONES"--MARTYR SPIRIT STILL IN THE CHURCH--NEBRASKA CITY DISTRICT IN 1861--A FEARFUL RIDE IN THE COLD--POP-GUN ELDER--S. P. MAJORS--BELLEVUE CONFERENCE--BISHOP SIMPSON--CROSSING THE PLATTE IN A SKIFF-LAURA BEATTY--AN AWFUL TRAGEDY--A DEATH-BED REPENTANCE.
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first session of the Nebraska Annual Conference was held in Nebraska
City, beginning April 4, 1861. Bishop Thomas A. Morris presided.
The following persons were members:
Isaac Burns, H. Burch, H. T. Davis, J. T. Cannon, Wm. M. Smith, J. W.
Taylor, Martin Prichard, T. Munhall, Philo Gorton, Jerome Spillman,
Z. B. Turman, and J. L. Fort. L. W. Smith and David Hart were
admitted into full connection, making in all fourteen members.
The following are the statistics:
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We have seen that little Conference of fourteen members grow into three Annual Conferences,
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thirteen districts, three hundred and fifty-four appointments, and
thirty-one thousand two hundred and twelve members. "The little
handful has become a thousand, and the small one a strong nation." Of
the fourteen charter members of the Nebraska Conference, four have
"ceased to work and live."
Of the "crowned ones" of that noble,
heroic, and God-honored band, the first was Isaac Burns. Brother
Burns was a simple-minded, conscientious, sweet-spirited, deeply
pious man. A very common remark of his was, "It is a nice thing to be
a Christian." One always felt benefited spiritually by being in his
company. He had an easy way of giving to every one a spiritual
uplift. Not long before he died, while on his way to Conference he
preached a sermon in Nebraska City which made a most profound
impression on all who heard it. His text was taken from the 73d Psalm
and 24th verse: "Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward
receive me to glory." He began by saying: "Whatever the sermon may
be, one thing is certain, I have the prettiest text in the Bible." It
was a sermon full of the marrow of the gospel, as all his sermons
were. The fragrance of that one sermon has come down through the
years, and its rich aroma still lingers in the hearts of some who
heard it.
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Martin Prichard was the second who
received an honorable discharge from the Master. On the 24th of
March, 1877, he heard the welcome words, "It is enough, come up
higher." Among those who took a most active part in laying the
foundations of our Zion in the eastern part of Nebraska, was Brother
Prichard. In Cass, Otoe, Nemaha, Richardson, and Pawnee Counties, as
pastor, and as presiding elder of the Lincoln and Nebraska City
Districts, he did a work for God and the Church, the grand results of
which will only be known in the great day of eternity.
Next to follow was David Hart. He was
an Englishman by birth, a Methodist through and through, consecrated
wholly to God; and his death, as his life had been, was a triumph. On
the 14th of January, 1878, in Colorado, where he had gone for his
health, the chariot came from the skies to meet him, and he passed
triumphantly home.
The fourth of this true and tried band
was J. T. Cannon. July 24, 1883, Brother Cannon, from his home in
Cass County, went up to join his comrades in the skies. He was a
Methodist preacher, of the olden type, zealous, devoted and true.
Many and many a time I was hospitably entertained by him and his
noble wife, at their home on their farm in Cass County. Their house
was the home of the Methodist itinerant.
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The gap made by the death of these
was filled by others who proved themselves just as true as their
predecessors. "The workmen die, but the work goes on." Many of these
have fallen, and they in turn have been succeeded by others.
Aside from the charter members of the
Conference, others, who joined later, have also been "crowned." The
following are their names: J. J. Roberts, Thomas Alexander, D. J.
Ward, T. A. Hull, A. J. Combs, W. B. Slaughter, C. W. Giddings, A. L.
Goss, A. G. White, H. W. Warner, Samuel Wood, W. D. Gage, W. E.
Davis, T. S. Goss, S. P. Vandoozer, William Peck, and Thomas B.
Lemon. Mr. Wesley said: "Our people die well." The above long list
from the roll of the Nebraska Conference was not an exception. These
brave men fell, all covered with glory. "Let me die the death of the
righteous, and let my last end be like theirs." They fell, "as the
plumed warrior on the field of battle, with the ensigns of victory
waving all around him." Noble dead! Peace to their ashes.
"Servants of God, well done!
Your glorious warfare's past;
The battle's fought, the race is won,
And ye are crowned at last."
Of the ten remaining charter members
of the Nebraska Conference, two have fallen away; eight remain to
till the Master's vineyard. Of these
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eight, only two are "effective,"--Hyram Burch and the writer.
Brother Burch is strong and vigorous. His name is familiar throughout
the State. He has been an untiring worker for God. Modest and
retiring in disposition, he has never pushed himself to the front.
When the final day of reckoning comes, and every man shall stand upon
his own merits, Brother Burch will occupy a higher position, and on
his brow, methinks, will rest a brighter crown, than those of some
who have occupied more prominent positions in the Church
militant.
The other six, J. L. Fort, J. W.
Taylor, L. W. Smith, Z. B. Turman, W. M. Smith, and P. Gorton, are on
the superannuated list, and work as they are able. Their heads are
silvered with the frosts of many winters, but the fire of youth burns
in their hearts. They have, like the venerable patriarch Abraham,
reached "a good, old age, full of years," and will" soon be "gathered
to their people."
Three were admitted on trial at the
first Nebraska Conference, and four, who had been received on trial
by the Kansas and Nebraska Conference the year previous, were
advanced to the second class, making in all seven. Among the seven
probationers of that memorable little conference was Rev. T. B.
Lemon. Dr. Lemon's name is familiar in almost every household of
the
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State. For twenty-five years he was one of the leaders of the
hosts of our Zion on the frontier. Every position that he was called
to fill by the church, whether as pastor, presiding elder,
superintendent of missions, or agent of a great university, was
filled with credit to himself and honor to the Church. On Wednesday,
February 19, 1890, at the ripe age of seventy-one, at his home in
Omaha, he was called from the Church militant to the Church
triumphant in heaven. His praise is in all the Churches.
Of those seven probationers, three only
remain: J. W. Alling, now of the Rock River Conference; Wm. A.
Amsbury is presiding eider in the West Nebraska Conference, and is
doing a grand work in laying deep and broad the foundations of our
Church; and Dr. J. B. Maxfield is presiding elder in the North
Nebraska Conference, and is establishing our Church in that part of
the State.
We need not go back to the earlier
history of the Church to find heroes and heroines. They are in the
Church to-day. The days of self-sacrifice for the Master's cause have
not passed. The martyr-spirit is still in the Church.
From the day when Christ said to my
happy soul, "Thy sins, which are many, are forgiven," I have been
very deeply interested in the cause of missions. I read, years ago,
with delight, of
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Cox, and Judson, and Morrison, and, later, of Coan at Hawaii, and
Taylor in India and Africa; and as I read of their noble deeds and
daring, there came to my heart a thrill of inspiration. Often since
then have I been inspired anew as I have read of the missionaries who
have bid adieu to friends, loved ones, and their native land, and
have gone to foreign shores to proclaim the gospel to the heathen,
and spend the balance of their lives in a land of strangers. All
honor to these brave men and women! A rich reward awaits them in the
skies. But a nobler band of heroes and heroines never graced this
planet than the men and women who are laying the foundations of our
Church on the frontier in the West. Many of them have lived, and are
to-day living, on a mere pittance--hardly enough to keep soul and
body together. My heart has bled a thousand times for these noble men
and their heaven-honored families. No brighter gems will flash from
the coronets of the redeemed than will blaze forever from the crowns
of many who have spent their lives on the frontier, laying the
foundations of the Church. All hail, blessed workmen of the
Master!
The following statistics tell their own
story: In 1881 the average amount received from each preacher in the
Nebraska Conference was $228. The largest salary received was $495,
and the
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smallest $28. Think of a pastor and his wife living a whole year
on a salary of $28! In 1887 there were seven preachers in Nebraska
who received an average of only $44.80 each for the year's work. On
this small stipend these brave men stood at the post of duty;
counting not their lives dear unto themselves for the Master's cause.
Talk about moral heroes! You do not have to go to the annals of the
past, nor to heathen shores to find them. They are here right among
us, in the bounds of our own Conferences. These persons are making a
record for eternity of which they will be proud when the world is on
fire.
At the first Nebraska Conference held
in Nebraska City, beginning April 4, 1861, I was appointed presiding
elder of the Nebraska City District. My district comprised all the
territory south of the Platte River. In this territory is now the
Nebraska Conference, and part of the West Nebraska Conference.
The following is a list of the
appointments:
OMAHA DISTRICT.
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WILLIAM M. SMITH |
Presiding Elder. |
Omaha |
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Bellevue |
Martin Prichard. |
Elkhorn |
J. Alling. |
Platte Valley |
T. Hoagland. |
Calhoun |
David Hart. |
Tekamah |
Wm. A. Amsbury. |
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Dakota |
Z. B. Turman. |
Fort Kearney |
T. Munhall. |
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H. T. DAVIS |
Presiding Elder. |
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Nebraska City |
T. B. Lemon. |
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Wyoming |
J. T. Cannon. |
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Rock Bluff |
Philo Gorton. |
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Plattsmouth and Oreapolis |
J. Spilman. |
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Glendale |
L. W. Smith. |
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Beatrice |
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Joel Mason. |
J. B. Maxfield. |
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Tecumseh |
William H. Kendal. |
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Table Rock |
Isaac Burns. |
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Falls City |
J. W. Taylor. |
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Brownville |
H. Burch. |
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This was before the days of railroads in Nebraska, and I traveled the district with my own conveyance, which consisted of a bronco pony and a light buggy. I did not allow the weather to interfere with my work. My motto was, "Never miss an appointment." I went, rain or shine, cold or hot. Many and many a time I was drenched through and through with the rain, and many times almost frozen to death. In the winter of 1862, I left home for a two weeks' tour, went to Falls City, and held quarterly meeting, and from thence went to Table Rock, and held another. After services Sabbath evening, I said to my good host and hostess, Brother and Sister Griffin "I should like very much to leave
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for home early to-morrow morning." I had fifty miles to travel, and it was necessary for me to get an early start. They were up bright and early, and had breakfast before daybreak. At dawn of day I was ready to leave for home. The weather was bitter cold; the sun rose bright and clear, and there were two sun-dogs as bright almost as the sun himself. My course was northeast. Soon after starting, a. heavy wind arose and blew a stiff gale the whole, livelong day. This wind I had to face. I was dressed warmly; I had on three coats, an undercoat, a heavy overcoat, and over this an oil-cloth coat to keep the wind from penetrating the other clothing. I had not gone many miles before I was chilled through and through. A person may be ever so warmly clothed on these prairies, so that the wind can not possibly penetrate the clothing, yet in breathing the cold air he soon becomes chilled, and if he did not exercise he would freeze to death. After leaving Table Rock I had a stretch of some thirty-five miles to go over a bleak prairie without a single house. When I became chilled I got out of the buggy and walked, or rather ran, until warmed up; then I rode and ran alternately the whole day. Many times during the day I greatly feared I should not be able to make my home, and must succumb to the cold. About four o'clock in the afternoon I came to a little
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frame house on Spring Creek, some fifteen miles from home. Here I
stopped, thinking I would remain over night if I could obtain
accommodations, for I felt it was extremely hazardous to proceed
further. The little shanty was not plastered. Nothing but thin
clapboards protected the inmates from the fierce December winds.
Around, a cook-stove a mother with half a dozen children stood
shivering with the cold, trying in vain to keep warm. My teeth
chattered, and I shook with the cold more violently, it seemed, than
any one ever did with the old-fashioned ague. Really it seemed colder
in that house than on the open prairie. I said to myself: "I can't
stay here. This is worse than out-doors." I went out, got into my
buggy, drove on, and at eight o'clock, almost frozen and completely
exhausted, reached home. I felt the effects of that fearful day's
ride for many years.
I was only twenty-eight years old when
appointed presiding elder of the Nebraska City District, and, of
course, looked quite youthful. Accustomed to associate with the
eldership gray hairs and corpulency, neither of which I possessed, my
first round on the district struck the people with great surprise,
and caused many quaint comments. The first quarterly meeting was held
in Nemaha City, on the Brownville Circuit. When I entered the
school-house
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with Brother Burch, the pastor, at two o'clock, Saturday
afternoon, and took my seat at the desk, a sister whispered to a
friend and said: "It is too bad the presiding elder did not come
himself. He has sent a mere boy to take his place." Similar remarks
were made by many during the first quarter about the boy presiding
elder.
On my way to this quarterly meeting I
stopped over night at Peru. Here for the first time I met the
Honorable S. P. Majors, and was kindly entertained at his home; and
ever afterward was welcomed by him and his devoted wife to their
hospitalities. After introducing me to his wife, his little son came
into the room, and Brother Majors introduced him, saying: "Johnny,
this is Brother Davis, our elder." Soon after, Brother Majors went
out to do his evening chores; Johnny followed, and as they walked
together to the barn, he said: "Pa, did you say that was the
elder?"
"Yes," was the reply.
"Is that the kind of elder they make
popguns out of?" said Johnny.
The joke was too good for Brother
Majors to keep to himself. No man enjoyed a joke better than he.
After supper was over, and we were all in the sitting-room together,
he told us what Johnny had said. Johnny ran out of the room,
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ashamed and mortified, while the rest of us laughed heartily. Ever
afterwards when I met Brother Majors in company, he hardly ever
failed to relate the incident, and Brother Majors and his friends had
many a hearty laugh at the expense of poor Johnny and myself.
Some time afterwards, on our way from
the Brownville Conference, in company with Bishop Ames and a number
of preachers, we all dined at Brother Majors's. In the presence of
Johnny and myself, as usual, Brother Majors told the story of the
"popgun elder," and the good bishop laughed until it seemed his great
fat sides must certainly be sore. Johnny grew up to manhood, and on
January 21, 1882, I united him in marriage to Miss Nettie J. Mutz, a
most estimable Christian young lady, whom I had known from
childhood.
At Johnny's home, in the northern part
of the State, July 13, 1886, Brother Majors passed peacefully away to
his home in the skies. His remains were brought to Peru for
interment, and on the twenty-ninth day of April, 1886, I preached his
funeral sermon to a large congregation of relatives and friends, from
Genesis xxv, 8. He occupied prominent positions of trust, both in the
State and the Church. He presided over the State Convention which
framed the first constitution of Nebraska, and was a lay
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delegate from the Nebraska Conference to the General Conference of
1872. He honored every position he was called to occupy. His wise and
safe counsels in the State, the Church, and the family still live.
The fragrance of his life is with us to-day, and its rich aroma will
remain through all time.
When I took the district, in 1861, the
population was sparse and the people poor. They had come from the
Eastern and Middle States to the West to procure for themselves
homes. There were only three or four places on the district where the
people had coffee, tea, or sugar. As a substitute for coffee they
used burnt corn, rye, or wheat, and many used what was called "Coffee
Essence"--a compound of various ingredients. The principal article
for sweetening was "sorghum molasses." Many of these kind-hearted
people, who at that time had hardly enough to keep soul and body
together, have to-day, large farms, elegant homes, and are among the
wealthiest citizens of the State. They have passed from poverty to
affluence, and the distance from the one to the other has seemed very
short.
The Conference of 1862 was held at
Bellevue. Bishop Simpson presided. He and his wife came by stage from
St. Joe, Mo., and in consequence of the high water and the ice in the
Platte River were delayed a day. They crossed the
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turbid, swift-flowing Platte in a skiff, and, the river being full
of ice, the passage was a most dangerous one. One man, with a pole in
hand, kept the rushing ice from capsizing the boat, while another
rowed; and after a most perilous passage, they reached the northern
bank of the stream. Stepping on shore, the party breathed easy after
a half-hour's painful suspense. Then on a hayrack the bishop and his
good wife rode to Bellevue, a distance of some five miles, reaching
the Conference in time for the opening services Friday morning.
In 1864 the General Conference met in
Philadelphia. During the session Bishop Simpson gave the Conference a
reception at his own home. I had the privilege and honor of attending
that reception. In conversation with Mrs. Simpson on the occasion,
she said: "Our trip from St. Joe, Missouri, to Bellevue is one of the
most interesting chapters in our lives."
The bishop was just recovering from his
long illness, and was quite feeble in body. We greatly feared he
would not be able to preach for us on Sabbath. Saturday afternoon I
said to him: "Bishop, we expect you to preach for us to-morrow
morning." He gave us a significant look, and smilingly said: " Yes, I
will give you a little Presbyterian sermon." As we listened to
his
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thrilling sermons next day, we said: "If that is a little
Presbyterian, sermon, what must a big one be?" His graphic
description of the "seven stars and the seven golden candlesticks"
was wonderful. And then, as he said in his peroration, "Christ is
still walking in the midst of the Churches, holding in his right hand
the seven stars," the people were thrilled as with an electric shock,
and shouted all over the house, "Glory! Glory!" The memory of that
precious hour lingers with the writer to-day.
The bishop was entertained by Rev. Wm.
Hamilton, pastor of the Presbyterian Church. Brother Hamilton was
sent out in an early day by the Presbyterian Board of Missions as
missionary to the Indians, and in 1855 he organized the first
Presbyterian Church in Bellevue. He was greatly delighted with the
bishop and the proceedings of the Conference. He had never attended a
Methodist Conference before in his life, and seemed much surprised
and pleased, and said to me at the close of the Conference: "Do you
always have such precious seasons at your Conferences?" My reply was:
"Our Conferences are always good, and often seasons of refreshing
from the presence of the Lord."
In 1862, I had the great privilege of
witnessing another most triumphant departure from
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earth. I stood for a little while in the antechamber of the skies.
The poet has truthfully said:
"The chamber where the good man meets
his fate
Is prized above the common walks of
life,
Quite on the verge of heaven."
On Saturday afternoon I went out to hold quarterly meeting at Union, an appointment on the Mount Pleasant Circuit. I reached Brother Beatty's, where the meeting was to be held, at two o'clock. Before entering the house a friend said to me: "Laura Beatty is lying very low with fever, and wishes to see you as soon as possible." She was at her sister's, about two miles away. I said to my friend: "I will go and see her as soon as the afternoon services are over." The services ended, I hurried over to where she was, and on entering the room felt, it seemed, as Jacob did at Bethel when he said: "Surely the Lord is in this place." A few weeks before death she had a remarkable dream. She dreamed that her sainted mother came to her, led her out into the grove near by, and talked with her for some time; and as the heavenly visitant was about to. leave, said, "Laura, you will come to me soon," then disappeared. Laura told her dream to friends, and remarked: "I shall live but a little while." She was just blooming into womanhood when stricken down with that
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fatal disease, typhoid fever. I entered the room. On her face
rested a sweet, heavenly smile. The room was pervaded with a most
hallowed atmosphere. The fragrance of the skies had been wafted to
that humble prairie home; it was good to be there. She made every one
in the room promise to meet her in heaven; then she sent for
neighbors and friends, that she might talk with them touching their
soul's salvation. She spoke of the beauties and glories of heaven,
glimpses of which she had seen. Just before her happy spirit took its
upward and eternal flight, she exclaimed in an ecstasy of joy: "The
angels are coming; do n't you see them? O how beautiful! There is
mother with them! And there is Jesus, my Savior" And shortly after,
her enraptured spirit joined that heavenly throng. How these
wonderful scenes speak in language that can not be misunderstood, of
heaven, the eternal "home of the soul!"
In the winter of 1862, I held quarterly
meeting at the house of Brother Goolsby, on "The Muddy," a small
stream some five miles north of Falls City. On Sunday morning a
snow-storm set in. It snowed all day and all night, and on Monday
morning the snow was drifted in piles from two to twenty feet deep.
The roads were completely blockaded, rendering travel impossible, and
I was compelled to remain for several days.
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While here I preached every night to
two families. Brother Goolsby made me a "jumper," and then, twisting
hemp into ropes, he made me a rope harness. On Friday morning I
ventured to start to my quarterly meeting, which was to be held at
Pawnee City. My pony with the hemp harness was hitched to the quaint
sleigh. I got in and started, and after two days of hard travel
through heavy drifts of snow and the cold, piercing wind, filled with
frost, I reached my appointment late Saturday night. After conducting
the quarterly meeting I traveled over the bleak prairie to Nebraska
City, my home. Though the weather was fearfully cold and stormy,
every engagement was met, and I have reason to believe that the
meetings were seasons of great profit to all.
After serving four years on the
district, I was appointed, in 1865, to the Nebraska City Station.
Here we remained three years, as long as the rule of the Church
allowed. These years were passed pleasantly, and we trust profitably
to the Church. During my first year as pastor of this station, a most
unpleasant affair took place. One of the most atrocious and
cold-blooded crimes in the annals of the State was committed about
five miles southwest of the city. William Hamilton, a boy eleven
years old, was herding cattle for his father, some two miles from
home. Failing to return as
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usual in the evening, diligent search was made, and his body was found in the edge of a pool of water, in a stooping posture, his feet buried in the mud. He had been shot three times,--in the corner of his right eye, once in the ear, and again under the arm. A coroner's jury decided that he came to his death by pistol-balls supposed to have been fired by a man named Cash. After committing the horrible deed, Cash (or Deiricks, as his proper name was) rode into the city and sold the cattle, claiming that he had a large herd. He received a small sum down, the balance was to be received on delivery of the cattle next day. Becoming alarmed, he immediately left the city, crossing the Missouri River into Iowa. The news of the awful tragedy reached the city, and the most intense excitement prevailed. About one hundred men started in pursuit of the murderer. He was captured the next morning at Plum Hollow, Iowa, and on the 16th of August brought back to the city. At ten o'clock, an immense crowd of citizens assembled in the public park, just in front of the parsonage. Addresses were made by several prominent citizens. A president and secretary were appointed, a jury of the oldest and best citizens impaneled, and counsel for the prisoner employed. A just trial was given the prisoner. Seven witnesses were examined, and at two o'clock in the afternoon the case was submitted
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to the jury. The prisoner was lodged in the county jail.
A few moments afterwards a messenger
came to the parsonage and said: "The prisoner desires to see the
Methodist preacher." I immediately repaired to the jail, in the
basement of the courthouse, and was conducted to the door of the
cell. The bolt was turned, the door opened, and I entered. The door
was quickly closed and the bolt turned on us. I was left with the
prisoner, and remained with him to the last. Mr. Dan Laur, the
secretary of the trial, was also in the cell. Soon after entering the
cell a citizen beckoned me to the window, and in a whisper said: "The
jury have found Cash guilty of murder in the first degree, and
recommend that he be hanged; but it will probably not be done before
to-morrow." I at once communicated the fact to the poor man. He was
very much afflicted, and wept freely. I did all I could to get him to
confess the crime, but in vain. He persisted to the last in declaring
that the witnesses had not examined thoroughly the holes in the boy's
body, if they had he declared, "they would have been convinced they
were made by the turtles, and not by bullets from a pistol."
I prayed with him, and he professed to
feel much better. About four o'clock I was called again to the
cell-window by a citizen, who said: "The
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people are terribly excited, and. are becoming more so every
moment. Many want to hang Cash immediately." I told the prisoner of
the excited condition of the people on the outside, and said to him:
"If you have any requests to make before death, make them at once,
for you are liable to be hanged at any moment." A few moments later,
Mr. Davenport whispered to me through, the iron grate: "They have
determined to hang Cash at six o'clock." I told the prisoner the
decision of the people. He then made his will. I prayed with him a
number of times, and he said he believed he was prepared to meet God.
At precisely six o'clock the cell-door opened, and he was led to the
place of execution. As soon as the door opened, he seized me by the
arm and held on with a death-grip until we reached the top of the
scaffold. It seemed as though his fingers would bury themselves in
the flesh of my arm. Never did any one cling to me as that poor man
did to the very last. I can almost feel the grip of his hands on my
arm now, although more than twenty-five years have passed since that
fearful day. Reaching the scaffold, the rope was adjusted to his
neck. I offered a prayer, then shook hands with him, bade him
good-bye, and descended. The drop fell, and Cash was no more of
earth.
Was he converted and prepared for
heaven? I hope he was. I earnestly prayed that he might
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be. But not for a thousand worlds would I have my salvation
suspended on such a slender thread. I have been utterly disgusted,
time and again, with the sensational reports, in the secular press,
of the conversions of murderers just before being launched from the
gallows into eternity. I do not doubt but that some may have been
converted, but I greatly fear their number is very small. I would not
for the world sit in judgment (sic) upon any human soul. God alone is
the judge, and I know the Judge of all the earth will do right. I
greatly fear Cash was not converted, and my fears are grounded on the
following facts:
First. He did not manifest "godly
sorrow" for sin. This is absolutely necessary in order to a genuine
penitent. A man may sorrow and not repent; he may sorrow because he
is found out. That is not "godly sorrow." Deep, heart-felt sorrow for
having sinned against God and high heaven, is the first element in
genuine repentance. Second. He did not manifest the fruit of a
genuine convert. A converted man has the Spirit of God; and "the
fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, and peace." These he did not show.
Nor, lastly, did he confess his crime. A friend of mine, living near
Ashland, related to me the following some years ago. The circumstance
came under his own observation. Several men were buried in a
coal-mine in Pennsylvania. All were Christians but
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one, and he was a very profane man. The passage-way was entirely
closed, and they knew it would be many days before they could be
rescued, if rescued at all. All felt prepared to die except the
unconverted man, and he requested the others to pray for him. They
did so, and he professed to be converted. After eighteen days they
were rescued from what they all supposed was to be their living tomb.
They were barely alive when taken out. By superior medical skill and
kind nursing they recovered. No sooner was the man who had professed
conversion in the mine restored fully to health than he was just as
profane as he had ever been Was his conversion in the mine
genuine?
The late Rev. J. J. Roberts, of the
Nebraska Conference, once said to the writer in substance, in a
private conversation, touching death-bed repentances: "I have known a
number during my ministry who, when very sick and expecting to die,
sought, and professed to obtain, religion. They afterwards recovered,
and in every case were, after recovery, just as wicked as ever." Was
their repentance sincere and their conversion genuine? It is, to say
the least, very questionable. Few, he thought, who live under the
light of the gospel were ever converted on a death-bed. He who trusts
his salvation to a death-bed repentance, runs a risk that no wise or
sane man will run.